I know it's been awhile since my last post but work has really been keeping me busy. I've been working on my days off too lol :-).
We had a great party for ryan and eddie, eddie didn't know so it was great that we could surprise him too.
Sharpie is doing well in school so far. She has B's in both classes so I am very proud of her. Her attitude is even changing, she is starting to do chores without us asking her :-).
I'm slowly starting to lose weight again, I think that from all the exercise i'm getting the weight lose is evening itself out. But I did my week weight in today and I'm down a pound :-). So that is great, that means that i'm finally starting to lose more weight than muscle gain.
Full moon
Friday, September 30, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
week 2 for sharpie
Today is the start of week 2 of school for sharpie. She seems to be liking it but last week was really boring for her. Last week was a bunch of courses explaining over and over again of how the school works and how to get around the site and what is expected of the students.
Today is to start of the "real" classes. Reading and teachings and homework of course. She seems to be working well and getting the hang of it all. She days start at 10am and go until 2pm. history at 10, math at 11 and Spanish at 1 and she gets a lunch break at 12 :-).
She doing ok in history a lot of reading and she isn't the best reader so i'm thinking I may start reading the material to her so I can explain it to her better. and the nights that I work I'll have ryan do it. they had her in the wrong math class so she starts the correct alegbra 1 class today, thinking I'll have to help her with it a lot do no biggie. and well Spanish heh we will see how to works out. I don't know any and either does Ryan. But Julia, Millie, and Eddie all speak Spanish so I know she can go to them for help :-) And I can learn with her, we will see how much she likes it as time goes by hehe. :-)
One good thing is she has a Special Ed teacher in every class that will work with her and other IEP student.
Today is to start of the "real" classes. Reading and teachings and homework of course. She seems to be working well and getting the hang of it all. She days start at 10am and go until 2pm. history at 10, math at 11 and Spanish at 1 and she gets a lunch break at 12 :-).
She doing ok in history a lot of reading and she isn't the best reader so i'm thinking I may start reading the material to her so I can explain it to her better. and the nights that I work I'll have ryan do it. they had her in the wrong math class so she starts the correct alegbra 1 class today, thinking I'll have to help her with it a lot do no biggie. and well Spanish heh we will see how to works out. I don't know any and either does Ryan. But Julia, Millie, and Eddie all speak Spanish so I know she can go to them for help :-) And I can learn with her, we will see how much she likes it as time goes by hehe. :-)
One good thing is she has a Special Ed teacher in every class that will work with her and other IEP student.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
sharpie first day of school
well today is the day. sharpie's first day of school. she is being home schooled now so we will see how this works out. I know that she will do well as long as she puts the effort forth.
Her laptop from the school hasnt come yet but it's suppose to be delivered today!!! She has all her books. This isnt going to be much fun for her but she needs to remember that this week is just a learning week. She has to learn how to use the internet and the school site and class room. The school doesnt think it will proactive to just throw the kids into it and expect them to understand how it works and to use it. I've been looking at it and it kinda confuses me as well....so really its a learning week for both of us.
It's pouring down rain so I bet she's happy she didn't have to stand in the rain waiting for the bus. I'm going to wake for soon, so she can eat breakfast and have time to wake up for starting her first day. She has orientation at 9 am, then her math assessment test starting at 10am. then at 2 she has her online learning class. at 7 pm there is a parent session for me and her to both attend.
She has to do math and read assessments this week so they can "adjust" her school work if need be. it's not just her, all the students have to take them.
I'm so excited for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her laptop from the school hasnt come yet but it's suppose to be delivered today!!! She has all her books. This isnt going to be much fun for her but she needs to remember that this week is just a learning week. She has to learn how to use the internet and the school site and class room. The school doesnt think it will proactive to just throw the kids into it and expect them to understand how it works and to use it. I've been looking at it and it kinda confuses me as well....so really its a learning week for both of us.
It's pouring down rain so I bet she's happy she didn't have to stand in the rain waiting for the bus. I'm going to wake for soon, so she can eat breakfast and have time to wake up for starting her first day. She has orientation at 9 am, then her math assessment test starting at 10am. then at 2 she has her online learning class. at 7 pm there is a parent session for me and her to both attend.
She has to do math and read assessments this week so they can "adjust" her school work if need be. it's not just her, all the students have to take them.
I'm so excited for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, September 3, 2011
new tat :-) almost healed
orginial pic
almost healed...J=julia and A=angel..perfect combo of both of us :)
Friday, September 2, 2011
saturday :)
my real day of work tomorrow, will be kinda boring but it's a paycheck.
I had a dream last night that ryan's mom moved out and I turned the room into a "school" room for me and sharpie. I put 2 matching corner desk for each of us to sit at and do our homework. I'm actually looking forward to doing school work with her. I'm excited about it. the room was a different color but I dont remember that.
funny that, this is the 3rd time of had this dream. the first time was 2 months ago and then 3 weeks ago and then again last night. judy told us she is seriously thinking about moving out 2 days ago. I guess I'm just a horrible person to live with hehehe. WTF!!!!!!!! i'm not changing for anyone and I never say a fucking word to her. she wants me to change so that she "feels" more comfortable living here. About she should look at herself and change herself before she continues to blame everyone else. oh well I wont be crying when she leaves (i called it). she needs to see a therapist and stop running for everything and everyone but that will never happen. she would rather blame everyone else for her problems. oh well. ok i'm done.
yea work lol i cant believe i'm looking forward to it hahaha i'm nuts i know. :-)
I had a dream last night that ryan's mom moved out and I turned the room into a "school" room for me and sharpie. I put 2 matching corner desk for each of us to sit at and do our homework. I'm actually looking forward to doing school work with her. I'm excited about it. the room was a different color but I dont remember that.
funny that, this is the 3rd time of had this dream. the first time was 2 months ago and then 3 weeks ago and then again last night. judy told us she is seriously thinking about moving out 2 days ago. I guess I'm just a horrible person to live with hehehe. WTF!!!!!!!! i'm not changing for anyone and I never say a fucking word to her. she wants me to change so that she "feels" more comfortable living here. About she should look at herself and change herself before she continues to blame everyone else. oh well I wont be crying when she leaves (i called it). she needs to see a therapist and stop running for everything and everyone but that will never happen. she would rather blame everyone else for her problems. oh well. ok i'm done.
yea work lol i cant believe i'm looking forward to it hahaha i'm nuts i know. :-)
good week
It's been a great week besides a few things but I think that will "iron" itself out. Well to start I decided last week to leave McCann. I have choose to apply to university of phoenix and complete my degrees online. They actually offer the degree i've been looking for. degree in human services :) Like I said it's online so that means I will be saving the 300-400 a month I spend in gas just going back and forth to school. This way I can finish my associates and then continue for my bach and maybe my master, if i decide I want to take it that far.
Plus cuz I've been eating at school and that shit they offer, i've actually gain a few pound which has totally pissed my off. being home I can control what I can eat because I can buy it at the store and have it in the house. I have pretty much limited the fats snacks in the house. I try to only buy to stuff that is "healthier" for me. I hope that I start losing weight again because that really upsets me. :/ but at this point I've stopped gaining I'm just not losing either.
So sharpie got approved to attend online public school this week as well. I had her iep meeting yesterday and it seems like parkland was really dropping the ball last year. And Agora seems to really be involved and they want the parents to be involved as well. Which is totally more than parkland did!!!! I really think this is going to be a better situation for her than the last few years. I know at first until she gets use to it, it will be a struggle but she will get it after time :)
Last week after class I stopped by kmart and applied for a cashing job. the next day I got a call for an interview. After talking to the HR lady about my work history and experience, she offered me a position in soft lines running the jewelry and laway departments and even better it's 50 cents more an hour. 7.75 still isn't alot but it's enough that will bring in some extra money for the holidays and help get us get through the winter.
I started my job yesterday, it was kinda boring cuz it was mainly doing paperwork and watching the normal safetly videos lol.
they have to train me on the casher registers first then I'll get my training on jewelry and layaway. so tomorrow is my first day of training on the registers but i'm "shadowing" someone so basically another boring day hehe. i like boring :). then I work tuesday and someone will be shadowing me :) but "if i'm doing well" I can go on by myself. yea I don't see me having a shadow for very long, I learn fast :) Thursday i'm totally by myself and then friday I start my training in my actually departments. I'm actually looking forward to it because I wont just be standing at a register all day, I will be doing signs...stocking softline area, doing layaways and helping customers with jewelry.
so yes my 2 weeks have been great. But on the other hand, things in the house are getting worse. although ryan and I were not aware of it. I am a horrible person to live with i guess. I'm a horrible person for wanting to be told if someone takes my daughter some place without me and how dare I say something. And after talking to you once and explaining it you do it again, so i talk to you again and try to explain in simplier terms that you need to let me know when you are taking my 15 year old daughter out of the house. and wait you do it again. i dont care if you were just driving to walmart, and i dont care if you live here or not. she is my daughter and you need to tell me that you are taking her out of the house. I have the RIGHT to know where my daughter is at all times!!!! it's that fucking simple.
i then I got words put into my mouth. I never once said i thought you had a drinking problem, not fucking once. i said i don't want you taking my daughter out and you deciding you're going to have a drink. yes I know you said you wouldn't do it again and yes I said HOW DO I KNOW THAT!! it's cuz you have to earn my trust again. i don't just give my trust away, you have to earn it!!!
I'm seriously so tired of this shit. every week it's something new. know you tell us your "seriously" thinking about moving out ok whatever move out. I'm not going to beg you to stay or leave, looking here is your room stay ok. and here is the door, leave ok. BUT if she stays just crap needs to stop, I refuse to live like this anymore !!!!!
blah ok i feel better now. hehehe!!! so basically good week and I'm ignoring the crap!!!!
almost done with ryan's stocking that i start like a year ago hehe will start sharpies soon.
Plus cuz I've been eating at school and that shit they offer, i've actually gain a few pound which has totally pissed my off. being home I can control what I can eat because I can buy it at the store and have it in the house. I have pretty much limited the fats snacks in the house. I try to only buy to stuff that is "healthier" for me. I hope that I start losing weight again because that really upsets me. :/ but at this point I've stopped gaining I'm just not losing either.
So sharpie got approved to attend online public school this week as well. I had her iep meeting yesterday and it seems like parkland was really dropping the ball last year. And Agora seems to really be involved and they want the parents to be involved as well. Which is totally more than parkland did!!!! I really think this is going to be a better situation for her than the last few years. I know at first until she gets use to it, it will be a struggle but she will get it after time :)
Last week after class I stopped by kmart and applied for a cashing job. the next day I got a call for an interview. After talking to the HR lady about my work history and experience, she offered me a position in soft lines running the jewelry and laway departments and even better it's 50 cents more an hour. 7.75 still isn't alot but it's enough that will bring in some extra money for the holidays and help get us get through the winter.
I started my job yesterday, it was kinda boring cuz it was mainly doing paperwork and watching the normal safetly videos lol.
they have to train me on the casher registers first then I'll get my training on jewelry and layaway. so tomorrow is my first day of training on the registers but i'm "shadowing" someone so basically another boring day hehe. i like boring :). then I work tuesday and someone will be shadowing me :) but "if i'm doing well" I can go on by myself. yea I don't see me having a shadow for very long, I learn fast :) Thursday i'm totally by myself and then friday I start my training in my actually departments. I'm actually looking forward to it because I wont just be standing at a register all day, I will be doing signs...stocking softline area, doing layaways and helping customers with jewelry.
so yes my 2 weeks have been great. But on the other hand, things in the house are getting worse. although ryan and I were not aware of it. I am a horrible person to live with i guess. I'm a horrible person for wanting to be told if someone takes my daughter some place without me and how dare I say something. And after talking to you once and explaining it you do it again, so i talk to you again and try to explain in simplier terms that you need to let me know when you are taking my 15 year old daughter out of the house. and wait you do it again. i dont care if you were just driving to walmart, and i dont care if you live here or not. she is my daughter and you need to tell me that you are taking her out of the house. I have the RIGHT to know where my daughter is at all times!!!! it's that fucking simple.
i then I got words put into my mouth. I never once said i thought you had a drinking problem, not fucking once. i said i don't want you taking my daughter out and you deciding you're going to have a drink. yes I know you said you wouldn't do it again and yes I said HOW DO I KNOW THAT!! it's cuz you have to earn my trust again. i don't just give my trust away, you have to earn it!!!
I'm seriously so tired of this shit. every week it's something new. know you tell us your "seriously" thinking about moving out ok whatever move out. I'm not going to beg you to stay or leave, looking here is your room stay ok. and here is the door, leave ok. BUT if she stays just crap needs to stop, I refuse to live like this anymore !!!!!
blah ok i feel better now. hehehe!!! so basically good week and I'm ignoring the crap!!!!
almost done with ryan's stocking that i start like a year ago hehe will start sharpies soon.
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