saturday :)

my real day of work tomorrow, will be kinda boring but it's a paycheck.

I had a dream last night that ryan's mom moved out and I turned the room into a "school" room for me and sharpie.  I put 2 matching corner desk for each of us to sit at and do our homework.  I'm actually looking forward to doing school work with her.  I'm excited about it.  the room was a different color but I dont remember that.

funny that, this is the 3rd time of had this dream. the first time was 2 months ago and then 3 weeks ago and then again last night.  judy told us she is seriously thinking about moving out 2 days ago.  I guess I'm just a horrible person to live with hehehe.  WTF!!!!!!!! i'm not changing for anyone and I never say a fucking word to her.  she wants me to change so that she "feels" more comfortable living here.  About she should look at herself and change herself before she continues to blame everyone else.  oh well I wont be crying when she leaves (i called it).  she needs to see a therapist and stop running for everything and everyone but that will never happen.  she would rather blame everyone else for her problems.  oh well.  ok i'm done.

yea work lol i cant believe i'm looking forward to it hahaha i'm nuts i know. :-)