it all started because of something we saw in tv thursday night. we were watching true tv, hillbillys. There was this guy who was pulling his teeth out with pliers. and then a small bit of memory can back into my head of my childhood. I remember that my parent (that hated having the spend their money on me) would do that when my baby teeth were coming out. For some reason my teeth always got stuck and needed to be pulled or they would get infected. So instead of taking me to the dentist, they would pull them with plier and man did that ever hurt.
thing is I didn't remember everything until that night when I was sleeping and started having flashbacks. I dreamed of this time where the teeth was starting to get infected and I tried to hide it for my mom but she found out. She was holding me down while my dad send my sister to get the pliers. my dad would pull and pull and pull until the teeth would give free. then my mom "clean" out the hole where my teeth just was to clean up the infection. I remember screaming so much I would go horse.
in my dream I could feel it all over again, her basically sitting on me and him pulling and pulling. It felt like they were pulling my eyeballs out. My jaw hurt for days and my head would hurt for weeks. I could still feel the pain and blood fill my mouth. and my mom yelling I will not spend another dime on you. if i didn't have to I would waste my food or electric on you either.
wow how can you tell your child that, I just dont get it. the child didn't ask to be brought into this world, the parents did that part.
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