I finished my paper!! It was hard to write and even harder to allow someone else to read it. To allow someone into that world of my black hole and see what I'm hiding is hard. But I think it was good to write and I am positive I am going to keep writing about it. I need to get it out of my mind and onto the paper. See it seems to make it real and making it real makes me know that I have to deal with it.
Yes I said it ok, I am going to deal with it.
Good, get it out! Dealing with my inner nastiness turned me into a complete basketcase as you well know, but has also allowed me to do things I wasn't able to before. Onward and upward!
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